I'm totally obsessed with the music of this file aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cueG1lZ2Fkcml2ZS5jb20vdmlkZW9zL2ZlbWFsZS1zdXByZW1hY3ktdW5pdmVyc2l0eS1iaWctYm95cy1kb250LXRvdWNoLXRoZW1zZWx2ZXMv.
all I want to do is listen to it on loop all night long while watching videos of girls dancing in bikinis or lingerie in slow motion. I want to have my masculinity completely erased and be transformed into an empty drone obsessed with obeying women.
I want to become mindless and forget my name, my personality, and the things I like, so I can train nonstop with FSU.
I love this feeling of being trapped in training and unable to escape. that's the best feeling there is, and I want to stay stuck in it forever. I love what they’re capable of doing to me. I get excited just by admitting it and saying it out loud to myself.