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Way too much. That's why I'm a fatass. I do love a good steak and some chicken, and for vegetables peppers, tomatoes, and corn.

>>167847

I usually eat things with wheat flour. Every food I eat has salt and water in it. I eat less than 20 foods. It's impossible to eat more than 20 different food in a lifetime. I do not count fruits, vegetables, and snacks as food. Food is a main meal. No one eats human defecation.

It is not impossible to collect food if you don't eat it. It is legal to hoard food.

>>167847

I like to eat rice with chicken. When I was living with my parents I used to eat it everyday. Now it's hard because I like my rice in a specific way and I've yet to figure out how to make it the same with the tools that I have right now. So I just eat food from convenience stores. I buy energy drinks. I drink energy drinks and cold milk and orange juice with no pulp. I eat pasta. I throw in whatever is in the fridge with it. If there is something. I don't usually buy disgusting stuff so it's fine. I eat white bread with chocolate chips in it. I sometimes will buy canned vegetables. Or canned tuna. It makes for an easy meal when you are feeling like shit

I once tried to make coffee. I don't really like coffee but I thought I'd try. I put some milk to warm up. And mixed everything in. I went to do a quick thing. When I came back that weird disgusting horrible layer had formed on top of the milk. I didn't have anything to filter it off. And it's not like a filter would remove all the filth. I was very angry and mad. I probably cried. I never tried to make coffee afterwards

Classes are draining. It's hard to be around so many people. When I come back I am never in the mood to cook. Convenience store food isn't cheap though. If I find that I spent too much I will probably skip food for some days. Or just eat the bare minimum. Drink lots of water and eat a date. I have few supplements to get necessary nutrients

Food is expensive and I am not working. So I must spend with prudence. I buy cigarettes. They are quite expensive. I don't understand why they would make them expensive. If I am so miserable that I have to smoke the last thing I would wish for is expensive cigarettes. Especially with their ugly packaging. They think that it would stop people from smoking. It makes me want to smoke even more. Just out of spite

I bought beer. Heineken. Those large cans. Half a liter. It wasn't a very smart purchase. They are bitter. The smell is nice but the taste really isn't fun. It would be fine if they actually helped cheer me up. But I don't feel the slightest hint of happiness after a can. It doesn't taste good enough for me to happily drink more than half a liter. Especially since it's not really cheap . I'd much rather drink the mouthwash. It's pretty much the same amount. It is more disgusting. But after that amount I'd feel extremely happy. The euphoria is very pleasant. To mimic that I would probably have to drink like 4 cans maybe. I didn't do the exact calculations. But I don't really think I'm able to drink more than a liter and a half in 15-20 minutes

Maybe I will buy pure alcohol. They sell that in some spots. 96% ethanol. I could probably buy it and then make drinks at home. It is probably not safe though. Knowing myself I would probably end up consuming way too much. I don't really know. It's probably expensive too. I must not become an addict. It is very costly to sustain an addiction. If I become one I guess I'll have to give up on food. Eat a bit every few days and compensate with water and alcohol. At least alcohol and cigarettes help. Sometimes eating feels disgusting. Even if the food tastes good. The tasks of picking food and taking it to your mouth and chewing and swallowing feel unbearably hard. I have expired food. I couldn't bring myself to eat. I still eat expired food though. As long as it looks decent. Cutting expenses on food means more cigarettes. Food for the body versus food for the soul. I'd much rather have the latter

>>167991

Why would someone eat rice when wheat powered the world's greatest civilizations?

I don't think you will become an addict. Obviously, your chances are higher because you are a wolf. Addicts seem to doubt the substances' potential before trying it. You were aware of the risks. You should stop eating expired food.

>>168011

I like rice. Rice is my favourite food. It always has been. It just has to be made correctly. Wheat products are normal. I don't mind eating them if they are not disgusting. But I would much rather eat rice

I usually quit stuff cold turkey. Usually when I don't have enough money or if I truly dislike what I am using. I have done it with meds. With cigarettes before I started smoking again. I don't really think that quitting alcohol cold turkey is good if you drink too much. I am probably going to drink daily. 2 or 3 drinks. I wouldn't call that heavy drinking. I looked for stuff on the internet. It says that 15+ drinks weekly qualifies as heavy drinking for women. It feels like bullshit. I don't know. A standard drink barely has any effect on me. Two is not enough. That would definitely put me at 15+. But maybe that doesn't count since 2 drinks don't really do a lot. I wonder if two drinks a day will help

I usually binge stuff. I can go a full day without smoking. Two even. But if I decide to smoke then I must smoke cigarettes in succession. Two or three at least. It feels better this way. I still try not to go overboard because that would be too costly. I don't mind chainsmoking. Something like 8+ cigarettes in the span of an hour. I don't have enough money for that though

Imight end up binge drinking. I wonder if it is a better plan. Drinking 4-6 drinks in a single day and then not drinking the day after. I definitely will feel happier with 6 drinks than 3 on the days I drink

Eating expired food is not usually a big deal. If the food is moldy then no. Otherwise I think it's fine if it is refrigerated. For a lot of products the date that they put is not really the right date. It is just for when the taste or texture might change. It is fine for a lot of things